Still don't believe

Hurm.. Can u believe??
Only one conversation explain everything for 5 years..
uish!!! Totally not me.. 
Ask me Why i'm still single after 18 years..
The reason is...
I LOVE BE IN SAFE PLACE..
for me..
Love relationship is just worthless.. 
What will happen after  they break up??
Nothing much right??
there is no doubt in my heart that.. 
FOOL.... 
i can't trust him at all..
What happen exactly??
Why his rushing in this relationship..
HOHOHO!!!
Not me at all..
so..
i decide.. to be in safe place...
just try to analysis n wanna know what happen exactly..
he just not him.. Totally something...
Smell fishy there....

"If you see me once, you cannot confuse me with another"