Move on 2

This time is the hardest part for me...
Move on for second time.. 
Ceh!! its really hurt n full of pain..
Really .. 


u know.. i can't cry..
Dunno why??
like usual time...
My tears love to fall either in sleep or not..
Too over dose frustrated...
SERIOUSLY!!! 


i'm wasting my time..
reading article in Google..
its about 50 articles..
Which is about How to move on...
oh!! my even in my dream.. 

i never thought that i can read so many articles about one thing...


indeed..
its harder because we are not break up with good way...
He just replay nothing..
There is something that i really regret about... 
Then..
Listen to move on song,
Sad song,
Spirit song,
anything that make me alive..


i really dont eat proper for one week..
No appetite at all.. 
Keep asking people opinion..
Shame on me..
Keep listening to advice.. =.="
imagine people opinion..


My emotional!!! 
Ceh!! not Stable at all..
Pity to my siblings...
Cant sleep tight too.. 
Watch kpop mv all over repeating...
like dead people huh!! =.=" 
i really feel worst !! Totally worst..
Lastly i paste in my sticker note in my lapy... 

"It's a Shame For You Not to Get Over Ex When These People Do It So Easily"

Then, after a week.. 
I can behave myself back.. 
W0a!! its so tiring.. 
Use all my energy ...


But i'm totally back off..
Deleting his picture..
Phone number...
indeed all his sweet massage.... 
i'm totally OVER it...  =.="

"You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."