Replay

Can u imagine how does it feel...
Curses!! 
What the heck with that massage..
ok fine..
i'm totally not strong enough..
So i let meia...
Replay for me..

Honestly..
I just blur for a while!!
In my mind..
HUH!!! 
Really??
Oh! my.. i still dont believe it.. 
Then,
Meia just give the best shoot..
Shes tell that all the opposite like..


i really deserve someone better..
Thanks for make it simple..
n many more..
Just cant remember all of that...
But deep inside me..
This what i get after all happen..
The most painful part..
When he really don't replay all my massage...
even one...

This the way u treat ur ex???
Hey!!!
how could u???
Uish.. my anger just getting deeper..
But what can i do!!
Seriously.. any suggestion??
So i decide to make it clear..
after send 2 massage to him..
about..
Lets be friends back..
This the way u say good bye??




HELLO!! 
Then, i pay all the the credits..
That he give me..
Really wanna make it clear..
But he still not replying anything..


I'm totally decide to back off..
I really dont want to look desperate...
Coz i guess.. 
I also cannot hold this relationship..
Its totally useless.. 

  "If you love me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever."